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Suicide Goddess

from Worship by RICKYSPVNISH

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His body grows weak from a lack of the lovers he once called upon, his heart grows weak from his bitterness, and the weight of the world crashes down upon his already weak mind.

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I killed the conversation then watched as my phone died

These lives I take them: a murder-suicide who survives only I though I doubt my half-life could be more than one fourth of the force my depression applies

This is me drowning in the depths of my surroundings

Low supplies nothin' but sadness n' gloatin' knives

My pain arises I fight it with open eyes cuz my strength of mind is not yet ready to face the darkness behind these eyelids

I close them to hide behind them but find that the price of blindness is enlightenment cause what I find in darkness is what my mind did

It's best to keep away from me so I do not keep hatin' me

Plan backfired back on fire I'm blazin' heat

Smokin' weed razor blade speech to cut my cheeks as I bleed
cutthroat sharp deez thoughts cuttin' deep into my skin I find again so much more of what I don't need

Heart up on my sleeve

Your lipstick on my collar tryna prostitute my time to you but I'm not the worth the dolla's and my parents feared that I could

Be changed from a life wit you my Suicide Goddess you give me the truth

Upper moves gettin' higher cuz I'm tired of deez views

I'm tired of my life new opportunities no I refuse to be a better person

I'm so tired of my life I choose

Death over what's left of my life this bullshit is useless

Like where da noose at? Tied up like corsets gone stupid

N' feelin' loopy

Off pills I'm zooted

Confusin' true love with these drugs I'm abusin' but boosted so act like Ryu did "Hadouken!"

"Who's there?"

I sense a presence detected one head up one head down so what's up my dick is addicted to women addicted to poisons n' venom n’ bein’ addicted to addictions need distance

Quickly slidin' off the deep end I need friction to be applied when I'm thinkin' I need to stop that

Need to stop thinkin' thoughts bad need to pop xan no need to smoke no stop that

Need some blow need some coke need someone to hold me

Need a friend or at least an enemy I'm lonely -

I'm cold see

On dis rooftop but then got cold feet

Now I'm on ground level

Now I'm walkin' down streets

No shoes just bare feet no cares here just concrete and fast traffic I'm what they're honkin' at but I don't speak just continue to walk n' breathe

Even though da last thing I want's to breathe

Just been here wantin' to see the greener other side of things but
I'm startin' to think it's meaningless


Refrain (1X):
Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess

Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess

She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted

So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess

Russian Roulette this a do-or-die promise

If I pull it, do I die? "yes" do you promise?

Noose around neck just hangin' wit da finest

See me give praise to my Suicide Goddess

Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess

Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess

She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted

So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess


Break (1X)
Suicide, Suicide, Suicide…
You decide…whether I keep my life (2X and then is playing faded in background)


Refrain (1x)
Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess

Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess

She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted

So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess

Russian Roulette this a do-or-die promise

If I pull it, do I die? "yes" do you promise?

Noose around neck just hangin' wit da finest

See me give praise to my Suicide Goddess

~RICKYSPANISH~

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from Worship, released July 15, 2014

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