While lost in his abyss of abuse, he finds himself ensnared by a woman who plays with him in the same way that he once played with others.
lyrics
Refrain (2X):
Brown eyes, pink lips n' black tims
Long nights, deep sips n' blunts lit full wine glasses dime bags and ashes to ashes we all fall down
My earbuds blastin' I drown out sound
Smoke till I'm blasted the smell so loud
Drink till I forget what it means to be solid and bathe in liquid smoke till I lose consciousness
Verse 1:
A double-edged sword
I cut witchu but in truth I feel I'm nothing if not yours
Funny how I chose you as a tool
But ended up bein' a warrior defined by the sword he used I'm in deep
Flesh wounds begin to feel like - poison claw swipes of death you rend me
Tearin' my soul violently, but silently
A cursed blade I deserved you were mine to keep
Hidin' wit booze? I be hidin' wit you I keep grams in two's but my demons keep finding me
My eyes closed I'm afraid too blind to speak
Throat parched I got liquid smoke at my feet it don't help though I'm inclined to drink like "what is life to me?"
A demon with a human soul is what I'm likely or a human with a demon's thoughts thinkin' tryin' be free
Refrain (2X):
Verse 2:
Speakin' from an open mind off the top wit it all my doors open like a bloke forgot to lock shit doors never closed
They're open because I'm broken my doors neva closed like I pissed off a locksmith
Run before I'm walkin'
Outta breath before I even walk in
Thoughts runnin' through my head tire me before I talk them I talk then I'm often accosted by people pretending to care that I'm talkin'
Blunt wraps on blunt wraps from Tuesday to Sunday on Monday I stop that fuh one day of clean-up from two knives got one night of takin' deez guts after passin' em' backwards from plates into trash bags my trash can so active though presents no hassles
Ridin' on a full tank s'far as gas goes
But still got deez demons on my back though I got a full glass n' a half bottle
'm on Cloud 9 but like par 4 an expert golfer on a full course wit a common score
Pro basketball player on a full court wit a torn meniscus on a fast break tryin' dunk it
Broken, but I'm hopin' I'm still somethin'
No sins in my mind but I'm still guilty
Feelin' like she's the only one that really feels me
Even though she's the catalyst fuh what'll kill me
Closing:
You got me drowning...in this liquid smoke ocean I'm so glad you found me
At least I won't die alone receiving sea breeze kisses in your sea foam holds
You got me drowning...in this liquid smoke ocean I'm so glad you found me