The peace he gains allows him to sort through various aspects of his life and acquiesce some of the fragments of himself that he shattered.
lyrics
Refrain (2X):
Suicide Goddess
You a side goddess the weed is my main chick dis green got me vibin'
Still here you callin' "You were my prophet!" but now I smoke trees till I think I'm agnostic
Verse 1:
Raised Catholic but felt like a brotha was raised backwards
Used to ask questions gettin' delayed answers
Told that life was destined and I addressed then that I hate whatever god it was that gave my dad cancer
There could be a higher power
Or host of deities
Made up of immortal fuckers or just dying cowards
Regardless of the state of the heavens that humanity may or may not encounter I'll burn blooms of highest flowers till I'm skyward bound n' sittin' on a cloud is
Commonplace to me I'll never contemplate my destiny I'm done with that
Done trying to decide if life is controlled by I OR if another force is behind
Alla these problems and blessings alike
I don't really care now I'm just tryna light
I'm just tryna spark
I'm just tryna smoke still hollow in my heart but my suicide is ghost I am no longer beholden to my Suicide Goddess
But if you have a deity don't mind me you got it
If you've got some prayers do ya thing: I won't stop em'
I'm just at the point now where my life is no longer caustic