Born in 94 A young lord with wisdom in his soul's core a pen in his right hand as the left hand holds a sword a knife at his waistband the placement is raw I'm a warrior poet Dagger tongue shadow son form words into weapons hone the edges then battle Guns attempt to break me but I break free no modernizations of this world advanced enough to face me I'm a warrior poet Dagger sharp n' I throw it Philosophical shinobi never see what I'm doin' but hear the words spoken as key flows turn perspectives till your mind opens I'm gifted get high when - even not smokin' I'm lifted Floatin' because the chi is potent so this is - meditation Channeling all of my energies Revelations become commonplace to me it seems levitation is what's produced from inner peace Limitless visions of my possibilities I stand to embrace the very essence of this universe until a higher realm enters me and I begin to see as a higher being and I worship what's become of things As I am higher please worship what's become of me Though I am nigh a king I think I want to be An unbalanced way to think for such a balanced being... …My mind says think, my soul says go, my heart just beats…beats…as the world beats me I strike back with the wrath of a higher being…being…I was tired of being me Tired of the things I’d seen so I ascended above them Above these things I am above these beings I am above em’ so above these things I am above these things above them I am above these beings I am above these things I am above these things…I am above these things I am above these things I am above these things…I am above these things ~RICKYSPANISH~

Dionysus Nights Always keep the nicest wines Grapes pulled right offa da vines Verse 1: She the type to wear dem shirts with the v-cut I’m the type to put in work till we cut She doesn’t like heels n’ wears sneakers and I don’t like feelings or t-shirts n’ so of course I’m tryin’ get rid of hers already got rid of mine I’m tryin’ get her encouraged Liquor still fresh on my lips it gives me courage to cross the line after my vision done blurred it I hear wolves: I keep her howling while I’m in it she’s a werewolf I put da silver bullet where her fur is Lookin’ fuh love n’ a good time that’s what she’s on I’m just lookin’ for a good fuck n’ some blunt wraps to put my weed on She wanna smoke get her breathe on das cool as long as I don’t have to be da one dat she’s seen on No disrespect but nothin’ more than sheets are what I’m tryin’ sleep on Refrain (2X): She wanna hear me say I love her I oblige but is it a lie when the truth is spoken due to wine? Smash till she pass out body all slumped pull her close tell her stuff I’m only sayin’ when I’m drunk If I said I was stayin’ you should take it as me bluffin’ if you thought I was in love well I’m sorry but I wasn’t These Dionysus Nights to me they’re nothin’ My soul in a bottle speak love when drunken Verse 2: In da backseat wit the seats up Wit a bad lil chica Face down por supuesto got her cheeks up I put the D down till she whimpers I tell her speak up Done drinkin’ but in hands I see cups no C cups kapeesh what she’s worth is D plus yet anotha one Double D’s double fun give her couple months wait a bit: watch em’ triple up Money on the bed das real I ain’t trickin’ bruh see her spread legs on da bread “Is it thick enough?” Peanut butter butt dress tight barely zippin’ up Take her phone, place it on the ground watch her pick it up Make a beeline to her behind let dat lotus flower bomb bloom n’ then hit it wit the stinger buzz then boom she blows I bust n’ then I’m ghost I jus leave her bruh I fingered her but she gave me finger ‘cause Refrain (1X) Break (2X): N’ I ain’t tryin’ mess you up Nah I’m just tryin’ git my buzz Tryin’ git my rush Bruh I’m just hopin’ that we cut you said you tryin’ chill I’m just hopin’ that means "yup" Ha…but I ain’t tryin’ mess you up So please don’t kill my buzz Don’t shoot me down Don’t blow my high Don’t choose me now if you ain’t cool wit me rollin’ by afterwards Refrain (1X) ~RICKYSPANISH~

Verse 1: Pussy wetter than a faucet I don't usually be drinkin' from the tap (drip!) But then again I usually don't eat it from da back n' now you see you got me doin' dat (yeaah!) I guess today's a day fuh breakin' habits Magician wit da flows tryin’ get dat ass clap-pin' Reachin' down tryin' get a hold of that rabbit N' dat shit mean tho pussy game savage (rrrah!) Moaning when I ain't even touchin' her she’s an actress Refrain: Breasts big but dem tits so plastic (so plastic) Mean ass but her booty so plastic (so plastic) Body bad but it's still so plastic (so plastic) Though I guess I'm in a mood to play wit dolls Her lips thick but dem lips so plastic Collagen injected but still so actively makin' me think of thoughts so graphic Roleplayin' wit a doll chick so plastic (so plastic) Verse 2: How many fingers can you fit inside ya mouth? (Umm…) No need to think about it love you let me figure it out I'm doin' crazy shit until dis shit jus goes south face up in ya ass deep enough you couldn't hear me shout (mmmm, mmmm!) Put you in a split legs spread across the couch horizontally while I proceed to stroke n' straighten you out Poke her in da face ass pussy throat mouth bash every available surface till I make her grimace like the grouch (grrrr!) It won't happen She so plastic Makeup painted upon her face so exact Her expression never changes n' I'll be fine wit that as long as when she suckin' she maintains eye contact (Look at me!) Refrain: Breasts big but dem tits so plastic (so plastic) Mean ass but her booty so plastic (so plastic) Body bad but it's still so plastic (so plastic) Although I guess I'm in a mood to play wit dolls ~RICKYSPANISH~

The God of War, call me Ares Battlin' plenty Long spear ravagin' panties Blade tip thick as ya wrist I'm stickin' ya family Cold when throwin' pole to the south put a dick in her fanny Funny how I'm ramblin' but I’m damagin’ amply chickies yellin' out handle me give em' samples I handle freaks in living rooms got pictures fallin' off da mantelpieces Or on couches pounding it out while she's mounted screamin' "damage me!" I came wit a sword unsheathed ready to wreck shit with a blessed chick actin' Aphrodite reckless Sword sharp I jab fast to stab ass while Hephaestus gets a pic of me puttin' it where her flesh is She ain’t nothin’ but a plastic actress But I ain’t lookin’ fuh nothin’ but classless smashin’ I stay deep we trade heat body contact to spark from friction at the tip like classic matchsticks Doin’ shit dat she ain’t neva seen before but exactly what she’s fiendin’ for give her reasons for havin’ dreams of me beatin’ it until she dreamin’ gettin’ her beamed I bash laughin’ at her like “what you screamin’ for?” She’s passed out weed hits the scene of course breakin’ down plants on her back make her like Venusaur Closing: Raw like Ares Nobody goes in raw like Ares Treat sex like I do war no parries, nothin’ but fast stabs from the back do it raw like Ares Do it raw like Ares Nobody goes in raw like Ares No armor on: raw like Ares Carry no sheathe just a sword Carry no shield I’m goin’ in raw on da battlefield Been goin’ in raw like I’m Ares Raw like Ares Nobody goes in raw like Ares Treat sex like I do war no parries, nothin’ but fast stabs from the back do it raw like Ares Do it raw like Ares Nobody goes in raw like Ares In the middle of the battlefield Amongst the kills After stabbin’ face my blade gettin’ brain ~ fa real Raw like Ares Nobody goes in raw like Ares Raw like Ares Nobody goes in raw like Ares… ~RICKYSPANISH~

Really though, is that how you gon' do me ho? (C’moooon!) I mean damn like wow dat shit was succio Real dirty on YOUR part Lookin' at dis vindictive broad wit her polka-dot bra n' her dirty brown eyes n' dem muddy ass drawers after wrestlin' me to the ground this dirt gettin' caked on You had dirt on me But dat was MY fault thought you were a Valkyrie heaven sent from Asgard But you were nothin' more than a bad dream A bitch in a black dress but dat ass mean (Yup!) It wasn't worth it if you ask me (Nope!) But god dammit I'm an ass fiend (Yah!) I couldn't help myself Tried to make her turn around But her breasts surely didn't help as well (Double D’s) I was so screwed when I screwed her cuz the true news was that she was amazin’ at screwin' dudes Or screwin' em' over I forget which one Learnin' lessons through mistakes I jus wish I could forget this one Saw a cockroach on da floor reminded me of you I hit dat bitch wit my shoe like "Ima GET dis one!" Spendin' days in a daze now get-tin' drunk Hefty women blowin' kisses n' I'm thinkin' to myself like "Hell, maybe just this once" My life sorta messed up (Fuck!) I’m in da club doin' shots drinkin' liquor outta breast cups (I did!) No direction Only in it for the moment just let me set up Quit movin' so fast Marvin Gaye mindset yellin' out "I FUCK wit deez slow jamz" In da club tryin' hold hands Girls lookin' at me weird like "You ain't even dancin" "You told me you were here wit somebody so where yo man been?!" "Why da hell you askin'?!" "Gurl you so ratcheeeeeeet." I'm in da background like an ad-lib But still maintain a presence like a fat chick see me grab da box like there's food in it like a fat kid at Christmas jus crazy how I'm doin' this Kinda crazy how dis all came from dat one stupid chick Such a ruthless bitch Bald-head lookin' ass Lex Luthor bitch Superman got blammed I'm a loser Kent Get bent!..bitch… ~RICKYSPANISH~

Opening: Kamikaze I'm a blow up on em' cuz I'm - Kamikaze Ima do it fuh my country and my Kami Blastin' on em' with the charge ka-me-ha-me-ha ayyyy I'm a Kamikaze I'm a blow up on em' cuz I'm - Kamikaze Ima do it fuh my country and my Kami Blastin' on em' with the charge ka-me-ha-me-ha ayyyy Kamikaze I'm takin' bodies my demon winds go kamaitachi Nose dive I knows why I do this you must die Wind-scythe, wind-scythe I fly high wit dat wind-scythe Kamikaze I'm takin' bodies kamaitachi Verse: Grim Reap flow doubled up wit the dual scythes: this'll be a murder-suicide Maybe I'll see you on the other side on the newer side you and I one of us reachin' newer heights While the other gets thrown to a dark pit Darkness in ya soul such a ruined sight Who am I to devise such a brutish plot I move in thoughts and broodin' brainstorms and a flame sword with a lightning core I scorch foes with a flow so elusive Not meant to be here both hands on my sword so I am not grippin' the fear Arrive from behind You tryin' slash me but I dash quickly n' deez guts gonna fly Stab to my abdomen the blade tip crashing in until it hits both of our spines I'm tossin' light away from I away from eyes I don't see don't speak don't cry just do it fuh my country Do it fuh my Kami Do it cuz I want peace do it fuh da posse Honored to be Kamikaze honored in my life Honored to be Kamikaze honored to give up what's mine To be honored in my death I'm a bombing kamikaze if you want me come n' get it I'll be waiting I'll be quiet I'll be patient but I'm screaming on the inside I will ride to die Setting with the sun until the moon shines I'm ready! Vision steady I am ready Eyes facing forward I am too much for this world to hold: priceless but expendable enlightened and dependable I'm frightened but invincible This is gold I am such a sight to behold may the gods show you mercy in the life above this realm that is physical One hit but it's destined to be critical Not mystical, no rituals just me killin' you instant rows and rows of bodies missin' in the mists that come with dissonance This is just me attacking teams because the mission is kill everything Chargin' like a Kamikaze's s'pposed to be and no one here is holding me because they're too afraid to be approachin' me Get em'! Closing: Kamikaze takin' bodies I'll kill everything Yoooo, I'm a Ka-muh-kaze Kamaitachi wit a posse we'll kill everything Beware the Ka-muh-kaze ~RICKYSPANISH~

I killed the conversation then watched as my phone died These lives I take them: a murder-suicide who survives only I though I doubt my half-life could be more than one fourth of the force my depression applies This is me drowning in the depths of my surroundings Low supplies nothin' but sadness n' gloatin' knives My pain arises I fight it with open eyes cuz my strength of mind is not yet ready to face the darkness behind these eyelids I close them to hide behind them but find that the price of blindness is enlightenment cause what I find in darkness is what my mind did It's best to keep away from me so I do not keep hatin' me Plan backfired back on fire I'm blazin' heat Smokin' weed razor blade speech to cut my cheeks as I bleed cutthroat sharp deez thoughts cuttin' deep into my skin I find again so much more of what I don't need Heart up on my sleeve Your lipstick on my collar tryna prostitute my time to you but I'm not the worth the dolla's and my parents feared that I could Be changed from a life wit you my Suicide Goddess you give me the truth Upper moves gettin' higher cuz I'm tired of deez views I'm tired of my life new opportunities no I refuse to be a better person I'm so tired of my life I choose Death over what's left of my life this bullshit is useless Like where da noose at? Tied up like corsets gone stupid N' feelin' loopy Off pills I'm zooted Confusin' true love with these drugs I'm abusin' but boosted so act like Ryu did "Hadouken!" "Who's there?" I sense a presence detected one head up one head down so what's up my dick is addicted to women addicted to poisons n' venom n’ bein’ addicted to addictions need distance Quickly slidin' off the deep end I need friction to be applied when I'm thinkin' I need to stop that Need to stop thinkin' thoughts bad need to pop xan no need to smoke no stop that Need some blow need some coke need someone to hold me Need a friend or at least an enemy I'm lonely - I'm cold see On dis rooftop but then got cold feet Now I'm on ground level Now I'm walkin' down streets No shoes just bare feet no cares here just concrete and fast traffic I'm what they're honkin' at but I don't speak just continue to walk n' breathe Even though da last thing I want's to breathe Just been here wantin' to see the greener other side of things but I'm startin' to think it's meaningless Refrain (1X): Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess Russian Roulette this a do-or-die promise If I pull it, do I die? "yes" do you promise? Noose around neck just hangin' wit da finest See me give praise to my Suicide Goddess Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess Break (1X) Suicide, Suicide, Suicide… You decide…whether I keep my life (2X and then is playing faded in background) Refrain (1x) Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess Russian Roulette this a do-or-die promise If I pull it, do I die? "yes" do you promise? Noose around neck just hangin' wit da finest See me give praise to my Suicide Goddess ~RICKYSPANISH~

Refrain (2X): Suicide Goddess You a side goddess the weed is my main chick dis green got me vibin' Still here you callin' "You were my prophet!" but now I smoke trees till I think I'm agnostic Verse 1: Raised Catholic but felt like a brotha was raised backwards Used to ask questions gettin' delayed answers Told that life was destined and I addressed then that I hate whatever god it was that gave my dad cancer There could be a higher power Or host of deities Made up of immortal fuckers or just dying cowards Regardless of the state of the heavens that humanity may or may not encounter I'll burn blooms of highest flowers till I'm skyward bound n' sittin' on a cloud is Commonplace to me I'll never contemplate my destiny I'm done with that Done trying to decide if life is controlled by I OR if another force is behind Alla these problems and blessings alike I don't really care now I'm just tryna light I'm just tryna spark I'm just tryna smoke still hollow in my heart but my suicide is ghost I am no longer beholden to my Suicide Goddess But if you have a deity don't mind me you got it If you've got some prayers do ya thing: I won't stop em' I'm just at the point now where my life is no longer caustic Refrain (2X) ~RICKYSPANISH~

Smoke seaweed loudpack mood Got waves like a light-skinned black dude Got waves like a celebrity on a stage wit his fans in da crowd all hands in the place raised to their highest point…what is confidence? I’ll tell you after I finish sparkin’ this joint my face in the clouds I’m smellin’ victory it is loud and I’m thinkin’ now what it would be like to light a blunt witchu My rock goddess you’re the one that I flex for the hardest my heart is not inside my chest but rather often in these blunt corpses the guts spilled in the trash hashtag weed coffins I stay stoned if only to be impressin’ you Spendin’ green on this purp till I’m destitute Lips dark from the flames that prove that you were aimin’ to inhale until you lose track of cells inside your brain you’ve lost a few but gained access to higher planes and views I’m amazed by you You’re a dime a dozen What a dame to find I’d love to die by you and if you deign that I would somehow improve Our complacent ties then I would fight with Zeus Fuck a god in the sky What can lightning do? Your moss makes me fly an enlightened dude I do everything in slow-motion Slow tokin’ Slow smokin’ I’m slow-paced waves coastin’ Salt water bubblin’ strong I burn oceans the flow sorcerous rubbin’ the bong like a genie’s lamp I’m on the couch you can see camped Physically inside my house but spiritually enhanced I am not here So long I am so gone Gorilla Kush I am so Kong They call me king in my dreams a big deal smokin’ blunts thicker than the sliver of consciousness dividin’ reality from dreams I am just so busy gettin’ stoned With my Rock Goddess yo baby I’m home Hook: And - She’s stoned she’s stoned she’s stoned Beautiful rock goddess Apathetic rock goddess My complacent rock goddess The evasive rock goddess My amazin’ rock goddess Wanna taste what you’ve got in between your thighs let me drown let me dive in I will inhale till light-headed enough to be flyin’ Beautiful rock goddess Apathetic rock goddess My complacent rock goddess The evasive rock goddess My amazin’ rock goddess Lemme taste what you’re rockin’ So stoned I am so stoned so stoned she is so stoned rock goddess you got it keep rockin’ Stayin’ stoned so no problems Rock Goddess we stayin’ stoned so no problems ~RICKYSPANISH~

Why you always hangin' around dem white kids? Why you ain't saggin' boy you datin' so-and-so but you ain't smash you a faggot boy All I hear is bullshit from tools n' a buncha gassed up fools yellin' at each other shit is traffic noise Too white fuh da black kids But not black enough fuh deez white kids who don't even know what black is wishin' I was light-skinned 'Cause then maybe somebody from either race would start to think I'm more attractive the fact is I shouldn't have even had them - thoughts in middle school about droppin' outta class like I’s less than average Even though I's an adept assassin with the writing skills but heard teachers talk behind my back the shit is classic Because I never forgot that Apathetic's what dey used to call me I remember even though I tried to block that Made a brotha restless Set the chess board up they said I's playin' checkers Grew up convoluted conversations had me reckless Yellin' "fuck the world" 'fore I even knew what sex is Told my sister that I wish she'd die like I'm sexist Mad disrespect to my moms I's desperate High school had me fucked up n' so distressed was bein' a dick or just emotional like I was pregnant Closer to the present: now I'm a college freshman Cheated on my girl the first semester das impressive Thinkin' about breakin' up Actin' like I ain't in love heart cold but my body warm from my mistress Lookin' at my girl's texts like who is this bitch missed calls treatin' her like she's one of my exes... But I was just breakin' under pressure Had hidden feelin's but ain't know how to express em' Year later I confessed and I did express them - of my own accord and of course she accepts them But all the bullshit she went through was in truth a part of me not being able to handle the parts of me And das some sad shit Now I'm goin' batshit insane recollectin' like "damn, what was that shit?" Strugglin' wit depression Sleep deprivation Did dis myself n' These are my reparations for the damage that I've caused to everyone I've talked to I talk a lot to myself but hey we all do... N' I'm not even sure why I called you Maybe I jus needed someone sane that I could talk to Maybe I jus needed someone sane that I could talk to ~RICKYSPANISH~

I am currently tokin' loud Because in silence I often find that I'm overwhelmed... I'm chasin' demons with a 40-ounce I heard the devil can't swim so I pour to drown You're lookin' at me as if I'm important now Maybe intoxication is the secret to being needed I take another couple grams to the face heavily weeded I speak an ocean's deepness to a shallow lake I often find solace in my shadows wake because it's hard to find mistakes when I'm not awake I need a spa I need to rest I need a break I see a girl she needs a bra I need some head she needs a taste I'M AWAKE But that don't mean I wanna be I see my worst nightmares masturbating in front of me taking pleasure through watching me grow weaker with these hauntings I don't breathe Only hold my breath or toke weed and I don't eat only drink the stuff to make me want sleep I don't see All I do is feel and I don't speak because I'm so misunderstood that speech is moot to me Cut myself just to see what's up but it's usually nothin' but blood don't feel pain just woozy from too many shots and too many doobies from loose leaves Rollin’ wit dem papers like loose-leaf got true speech I'm not suicidal I just sometimes like to abuse me Need somethin' reckless to lose myself in, somethin' precious to destroy I'm trekkin' through da void with a couple chicks big dick in a small pond dem broads wetter than some koi - fish Limitless images in my mind accompanied by voices I like to think that I'm normal but Pretty colors just disguise the deadness inside I am coral bruh I hate to think about this sorta stuff n' so I take bong hits and pour a cup Funny how I use a bong pipe to breathe when swimmin' through liquor seas that's intoxicated snorkel stuff Let the bud burn slow I like to torture blunts as a tortured soul with a twisted sense of self I must...have a had a little bit too much Closing: I musta had a little too much I guess...I must've drank a little bit too much I musta smoked a little too much have a had a little too much I musta had a little too much Perhaps this whole living thing’s been overdone Maybe this whole living thing has been overdone ~RICKYSPANISH~

Refrain (2X): Brown eyes, pink lips n' black tims Long nights, deep sips n' blunts lit full wine glasses dime bags and ashes to ashes we all fall down My earbuds blastin' I drown out sound Smoke till I'm blasted the smell so loud Drink till I forget what it means to be solid and bathe in liquid smoke till I lose consciousness Verse 1: A double-edged sword I cut witchu but in truth I feel I'm nothing if not yours Funny how I chose you as a tool But ended up bein' a warrior defined by the sword he used I'm in deep Flesh wounds begin to feel like - poison claw swipes of death you rend me Tearin' my soul violently, but silently A cursed blade I deserved you were mine to keep Hidin' wit booze? I be hidin' wit you I keep grams in two's but my demons keep finding me My eyes closed I'm afraid too blind to speak Throat parched I got liquid smoke at my feet it don't help though I'm inclined to drink like "what is life to me?" A demon with a human soul is what I'm likely or a human with a demon's thoughts thinkin' tryin' be free Refrain (2X): Verse 2: Speakin' from an open mind off the top wit it all my doors open like a bloke forgot to lock shit doors never closed They're open because I'm broken my doors neva closed like I pissed off a locksmith Run before I'm walkin' Outta breath before I even walk in Thoughts runnin' through my head tire me before I talk them I talk then I'm often accosted by people pretending to care that I'm talkin' Blunt wraps on blunt wraps from Tuesday to Sunday on Monday I stop that fuh one day of clean-up from two knives got one night of takin' deez guts after passin' em' backwards from plates into trash bags my trash can so active though presents no hassles Ridin' on a full tank s'far as gas goes But still got deez demons on my back though I got a full glass n' a half bottle 'm on Cloud 9 but like par 4 an expert golfer on a full course wit a common score Pro basketball player on a full court wit a torn meniscus on a fast break tryin' dunk it Broken, but I'm hopin' I'm still somethin' No sins in my mind but I'm still guilty Feelin' like she's the only one that really feels me Even though she's the catalyst fuh what'll kill me Closing: You got me drowning...in this liquid smoke ocean I'm so glad you found me At least I won't die alone receiving sea breeze kisses in your sea foam holds You got me drowning...in this liquid smoke ocean I'm so glad you found me At least I won't die alone And if I do, I just hope I don't know... ~RICKYSPANISH~

Verse 1: It sure has been a while since I’ve been with you I’m having trouble coping with the intervals N’ I still got girls askin’ questions but the conversation’s as strained as interviews I guess what I’m sayin’ is I’m bored with them n’ that I’m in-to you more than them Still a virgin see you ain’t been explorin’ men Got me wonderin’ what our last kiss meant to YOU N’ I ain’t tryna act like I ain’t tryna stab Or like I ain’t tryna cut please forgive me BUT, have you really seen ya ass? Got a mad curve on it like da meanest of tracks Part of me just wants to cruise slowly but most of me’s wantin’ to neva slow down like I ain’t seen da flat But funny how it’s more than that She took the convo’s pace: wait Ima need that back Told her I make music: “What you mean you rap?” Showed her my made music: “Oh you mean you rap?” Yeah we dated in middle school Faded in high school Then I changed schools n’ now she’s thinks I’m cool I was an asshole She wasn’t spiteful Now we in college Now she’s an eyeful Now she’s a mouthful n’ she got my mouth full Ain’t my favorite goddess but she accounts for the important shit like speakin’ more than shit One of the few people I enjoy talkin’ wit Such a simple woman but a forceful chick speakin’ her mind oh yes baby all of it I ain’t in love with chick But I love the chick One of these days I’m thinking I’ll fuck this chick But I love this chick So I hug this chick her legs wrapped around my waist aw fuck this chick I wanna fuck this chick But I’m tryin’ keep it stable Tryin’ keep it simple We just mess around We talk about life n’ then we mess around The everyday activities of a forgotten goddess when she’s touchin’ ground I’m just a mortal but I’m stuntin’ now in the hopes that I’ll be Immortal if I make her howl Poetically speakin’ when naked she’s pretty Sunsets the same color as the nipples on her titties not the usual pink, but a beautiful pink she’s half-black, high yellow, it’s a beautiful thing And although my favorite goddess is a bit darker I’ve been taught to admire more than what I know This shit is dead simple n’ we both know our roles we’re just fuckin’ wit souls I’m here courtin’ a ghost This shit is dead simple n’ we both know our roles we’re just fuckin’ wit souls I’m here courtin’ a ghost fa real a soldier showin’ up at his post to chill da cock loaded but the safety’s on n’ I don’t shoot to kill Break: I’m just… Tryin’ keep it all simple Got a bit of lust in me but I keep it in tho ya body sayin’ “bust in me” but this shit is simple only if I choose to fuck witchu but never stick it in tho Hook: Hestia: my simple woman Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian You’re on my Worship list You deserve to know the world ain’t forgot you yet Hestia: my simple woman Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian You’re on my Worship list…You’re on my Worship list I only speak this shit because you earned it, shit Spark major weed goddess of da Hearth n’ shit I only speak this speak because you earned this shit Hear me speak this here because you’re worth it yeah I said Hestia: my simple wo-man you deserve to know the world ain’t forget you yet I’m the one to let you know girl I got you yes You deserve to know the world ain’t forgot you yet… You’re on my Worship list you live a humble life das why I worship it My simple woman Hestia, yes you are so important but you just don’t know it Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian You’re on my Worship list Yeah, you’re on Worship…you’re on my Worship list Everything you are girl best believe I worship it…you’re on my worship list WORSHIP! ~RICKYSPANISH~

Verse 1: A goddess but you’re what modest is You make me wanna say fuck all da private shit I’ll open up to you No connivin’ shit or promises but listen truth is… When you’re missin’ I admit that you did Cause me to wanna see where you were hidden this is real n’ I ain’t Simply trippin’ offa blunt or a spliff This is – me achievin’ what my father once did Which was – to find a woman wit some problems n’ then Attempt to fix her unaware of the fact that within her She holds the universe And every planet too lips grippin’ words kissin’ with the strength of Jupiter was usin’ her until I realized that on this useless Earth Where my fear lies is in the space where companionship is not laid I stare with peeled eyes at the stars I find your figure in the darkness a constellation been contemplatin’ bout makin’ offense Makin’ moves makin’ plans makin’ charges attack with The vision of a wicked artist or blacksmith hammer-holdin’ wit the strength of Odin I smash it Down crashin’ the force potent relax then swing again effort maxed heartbeat erratic but I keep on swingin’ to break the rust The rust upon my soul I been breakin’ it up Breakin’ down feelin’ old barely keepin’ up But you gimme soul n’ you gimme trust Givin’ me faith in life and I and faith in us the most modest goddess I have ever had the pleasure to meet You’ve been bettering me Break: The goddess of…modesty My goddess I hold you in high esteem No problems just vibin’ not high but I’m risin’ to connect with you where da heavens meet oh yes I am risin’ to meet you This is me: tryna get up on your level Used to take joy in bein’ the rebel But just take a look at me now I’m right here tryin’ settle down ~ (4X) Watch me work love I said love watch me work ~ Watch me work love I said love watch me work Verse 2: What am I ike 19? Just turned 20 Been tryin’ do the right things I mess up plenty But treat you with the kinda care to be sparkin’ the confidence you didn’t have as if you had just turned pretty But you’ve BEEN beautiful I’ve been tryin’ convince you to know and realize that this is truly so Bred as an unruly soul but you have given me the peace to put belief in the concept of you n’ me You and I and our intimate roles As the days pass I’m feelin’ the sentiment grow protectin’ you from our foes addressin’ deities with insolent tones But I do it cuz I love to fuh you I do it cuz your modesty doesn’t mirror your youth I do it cuz maturity and something so demure I see resides within this being I think that you’re the one The most modest goddess I’ll be priest let me preach ~RICKYSPANISH~

Verse 1: 4’11” n’ a half I don’t know her weight though, I ain’t neva thought to ask Big breasts small ass Insecure bout both but it neva really shows when we’re layin’ together Ain’t dat da coolest shit? She’s perfect fuh me n’ you don’t know how true that is Love it how she let’s go when she’s near me I like to let her know that miracles do exist They’re what I see in you I don’t believe in God but I pray fuh the day that married is me n’ you N’ it’s not because I’m followin’ the crowds It’s just cuz I wanna see you smile The only time that you’ll eva see me cry is when your eyes are on me n’ I see you walkin’ down that aisle I’m just sayin’ baby You get a yes to forever I ain’t sayin’ maybe you’re the one I want in my days when I’m agin’ You’re the one I want to stay when - every aspect of life seems like a cave bout to cave in From back then to my day’s end I want a place in your heart I’ll do more than just pay rent What’s the price babe? My soul? My life? Ay you just name it whenever I’ll pay it then I wanna guard you protect you from harm too Sturdy roof ova ya head n’ a picket fence We ain’t gotta paint it white though We can paint dat shit whateva you like yo N’ I ain’t even gon’ pretend that we won’t fight, but I will say your right hook is nice though Yo, she laugh at me like “you got jokes” No I got you N’ das the funniest thing you know? 'Cause I neva woulda believed that you would be here in my arms when I ain’t dreamin’ lucidly Refrain (1X): You’re a fantasy a dream girl Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl Type'a shit to make me neva wanna wake up You’re a fantasy a dream girl Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl So I’ll stay asleep if you’re layin’ with me Verse 2: It’s been 2 years and six months January 2nd 2012 when we started datin’ Anniversaries with exes never celebrated but for some reason I see importance in our shared occasion Now I’m dedicated no more reservations or waitin’ since your elated face awaitin’ me brings proper placement to where my rage is beneath patience you humble me Yo I ain’t scared to let em’ know who bae is Before All Else even myself You’re the yin to my yang your presence evens the scales You’re the one that made me believe in myself berating those that put me down yo even myself listen I love the way you write ya E’s and ya L’s Love the way you roll my weed such a beast wit dem L’s You’re the cream of da crop Or the keef of da pot Eagle eye you decide we don’t even need scales I’m in deep yo Refrain (1X) ‘Cause you’re dream girl Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl So I’ll stay asleep if you’re layin’ with me ~RICKYSPANISH~