Worship

by Ricky Spvnish

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"Worship" is the debut mixtape of Ricky Spvnish that speaks on the subjects of women, religion, and drugs as seen through the metaphor of Greek mythology.

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released July 15, 2014

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Track Name: Intro to a Shallow Ascension (Intro)
Born in 94

A young lord with wisdom in his soul's core a pen in his right hand as the left hand holds a sword a knife at his waistband the placement is raw I'm a warrior poet

Dagger tongue shadow son form words into weapons hone the edges then battle

Guns attempt to break me but I break free no modernizations of this world advanced enough to face me

I'm a warrior poet

Dagger sharp n' I throw it

Philosophical shinobi never see what I'm doin' but hear the words spoken as key flows turn perspectives till your mind opens I'm gifted get high when - even not smokin' I'm lifted

Floatin' because the chi is potent so this is - meditation

Channeling all of my energies

Revelations become commonplace to me it seems levitation is what's produced from inner peace

Limitless visions of my possibilities I stand to embrace the very essence of this universe until a higher realm enters me and I begin to see as a higher being and I worship what's become of things

As I am higher please worship what's become of me
Though I am nigh a king I think I want to be

An unbalanced way to think for such a balanced being...

…My mind says think, my soul says go, my heart just
beats…beats…as the world beats me

I strike back with the wrath of a higher being…being…I was tired of being me

Tired of the things I’d seen so I ascended above them

Above these things

I am above these beings I am above em’ so above these things

I am above these things above them I am above these beings I am above these things

I am above these things…I am above these things I am above these things

I am above these things…I am above these things

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Dionysus Nights
Dionysus Nights
Always keep the nicest wines
Grapes pulled right offa da vines


Verse 1:
She the type to wear dem shirts with the v-cut

I’m the type to put in work till we cut

She doesn’t like heels n’ wears sneakers and I don’t like feelings or
t-shirts n’ so of course I’m tryin’ get rid of hers already got rid of mine

I’m tryin’ get her encouraged

Liquor still fresh on my lips it gives me courage to cross the line after my vision done blurred it

I hear wolves: I keep her howling while I’m in it she’s a werewolf I put da silver bullet where her fur is

Lookin’ fuh love n’ a good time that’s what she’s on

I’m just lookin’ for a good fuck n’ some blunt wraps to put my weed on

She wanna smoke get her breathe on das cool as long as I don’t have to be da one dat she’s seen on

No disrespect but nothin’ more than sheets are what I’m tryin’ sleep on

Refrain (2X):
She wanna hear me say I love her I oblige but is it a lie when the truth is spoken due to wine?

Smash till she pass out body all slumped pull her close tell her stuff I’m only sayin’ when I’m drunk

If I said I was stayin’ you should take it as me bluffin’ if you thought I was in love well I’m sorry but I wasn’t

These Dionysus Nights to me they’re nothin’
My soul in a bottle speak love when drunken


Verse 2:
In da backseat wit the seats up

Wit a bad lil chica

Face down por supuesto got her cheeks up I put the D down till she whimpers I tell her speak up

Done drinkin’ but in hands I see cups no C cups kapeesh what she’s worth is D plus yet anotha one

Double D’s double fun give her couple months wait a bit: watch em’ triple up

Money on the bed das real I ain’t trickin’ bruh see her spread legs on da bread “Is it thick enough?”

Peanut butter butt dress tight barely zippin’ up

Take her phone, place it on the ground watch her pick it up

Make a beeline to her behind let dat lotus flower bomb bloom n’ then hit it wit the stinger buzz then boom she blows I bust n’ then I’m ghost I jus leave her bruh I fingered her but she gave me finger ‘cause


Refrain (1X)


Break (2X):
N’ I ain’t tryin’ mess you up

Nah I’m just tryin’ git my buzz

Tryin’ git my rush
Bruh I’m just hopin’ that we cut you said you tryin’ chill I’m just hopin’ that means "yup"

Ha…but I ain’t tryin’ mess you up

So please don’t kill my buzz

Don’t shoot me down

Don’t blow my high

Don’t choose me now if you ain’t cool wit me rollin’ by afterwards


Refrain (1X)

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Aphrodite Affair
Verse 1:
Pussy wetter than a faucet

I don't usually be drinkin' from the tap (drip!)

But then again I usually don't eat it from da back n' now you see you got me doin' dat (yeaah!)

I guess today's a day fuh breakin' habits

Magician wit da flows tryin’ get dat ass clap-pin'

Reachin' down tryin' get a hold of that rabbit

N' dat shit mean tho pussy game savage (rrrah!)

Moaning when I ain't even touchin' her she’s an actress


Refrain:
Breasts big but dem tits so plastic (so plastic)

Mean ass but her booty so plastic (so plastic)

Body bad but it's still so plastic (so plastic)

Though I guess I'm in a mood to play wit dolls

Her lips thick but dem lips so plastic

Collagen injected but still so actively makin' me think of thoughts so graphic

Roleplayin' wit a doll chick so plastic (so plastic)


Verse 2:
How many fingers can you fit inside ya mouth? (Umm…)

No need to think about it love you let me figure it out

I'm doin' crazy shit until dis shit jus goes south face up in ya ass deep enough you couldn't hear me shout (mmmm, mmmm!)

Put you in a split legs spread across the couch horizontally while I proceed to stroke n' straighten you out

Poke her in da face ass pussy throat mouth bash every available surface till I make her grimace like the grouch (grrrr!)

It won't happen

She so plastic

Makeup painted upon her face so exact

Her expression never changes n' I'll be fine wit that as long as when she suckin' she maintains eye contact (Look at me!)


Refrain:
Breasts big but dem tits so plastic (so plastic)

Mean ass but her booty so plastic (so plastic)

Body bad but it's still so plastic (so plastic)

Although I guess I'm in a mood to play wit dolls

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Raw Like Ares
The God of War, call me Ares

Battlin' plenty

Long spear ravagin' panties

Blade tip thick as ya wrist I'm stickin' ya family

Cold when throwin' pole to the south put a dick in her fanny

Funny how I'm ramblin' but I’m damagin’ amply chickies yellin' out handle me give em' samples I handle freaks in living rooms got pictures fallin' off da mantelpieces

Or on couches pounding it out while she's mounted screamin' "damage me!"

I came wit a sword unsheathed ready to wreck shit with a blessed chick actin' Aphrodite reckless

Sword sharp I jab fast to stab ass while Hephaestus gets a pic of me puttin' it where her flesh is

She ain’t nothin’ but a plastic actress

But I ain’t lookin’ fuh nothin’ but classless smashin’

I stay deep we trade heat body contact to spark from friction at the tip like classic matchsticks

Doin’ shit dat she ain’t neva seen before but exactly what she’s fiendin’ for give her reasons for havin’ dreams of me beatin’ it until she dreamin’ gettin’ her beamed I bash laughin’ at her like “what you screamin’ for?”

She’s passed out weed hits the scene of course breakin’ down plants on her back make her like Venusaur


Closing:
Raw like Ares

Nobody goes in raw like Ares

Treat sex like I do war no parries, nothin’ but fast stabs from the back do it raw like Ares

Do it raw like Ares

Nobody goes in raw like Ares

No armor on: raw like Ares

Carry no sheathe just a sword

Carry no shield

I’m goin’ in raw on da battlefield

Been goin’ in raw like I’m Ares

Raw like Ares

Nobody goes in raw like Ares

Treat sex like I do war no parries, nothin’ but fast stabs from the back do it raw like Ares

Do it raw like Ares

Nobody goes in raw like Ares

In the middle of the battlefield

Amongst the kills

After stabbin’ face my blade gettin’ brain ~ fa real

Raw like Ares

Nobody goes in raw like Ares

Raw like Ares

Nobody goes in raw like Ares…

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Paradise Lost
Really though, is that how you gon' do me ho? (C’moooon!)

I mean damn like wow dat shit was succio

Real dirty on YOUR part

Lookin' at dis vindictive broad wit her polka-dot bra n' her dirty brown eyes n' dem muddy ass drawers after wrestlin' me to the ground this dirt gettin' caked on

You had dirt on me

But dat was MY fault thought you were a Valkyrie heaven sent from Asgard

But you were nothin' more than a bad dream

A bitch in a black dress but dat ass mean (Yup!)

It wasn't worth it if you ask me (Nope!)

But god dammit I'm an ass fiend (Yah!)

I couldn't help myself

Tried to make her turn around

But her breasts surely didn't help as well (Double D’s)

I was so screwed when I screwed her cuz the true news was that she was amazin’ at screwin' dudes

Or screwin' em' over

I forget which one

Learnin' lessons through mistakes I jus wish I could forget this one

Saw a cockroach on da floor reminded me of you I hit dat bitch wit my shoe like "Ima GET dis one!"

Spendin' days in a daze now get-tin' drunk

Hefty women blowin' kisses n' I'm thinkin' to myself like "Hell, maybe just this once"

My life sorta messed up (Fuck!)

I’m in da club doin' shots drinkin' liquor outta breast cups (I did!)

No direction

Only in it for the moment just let me set up

Quit movin' so fast

Marvin Gaye mindset yellin' out "I FUCK wit deez slow jamz"

In da club tryin' hold hands

Girls lookin' at me weird like "You ain't even dancin"

"You told me you were here wit somebody so where yo man been?!"

"Why da hell you askin'?!"

"Gurl you so ratcheeeeeeet."

I'm in da background like an ad-lib

But still maintain a presence like a fat chick see me grab da box like there's food in it like a fat kid at Christmas jus crazy how I'm doin' this

Kinda crazy how dis all came from dat one stupid chick

Such a ruthless bitch

Bald-head lookin' ass Lex Luthor bitch

Superman got blammed I'm a loser Kent

Get bent!..bitch…

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Hurt Everyone
Opening:
Kamikaze

I'm a blow up on em' cuz I'm - Kamikaze

Ima do it fuh my country and my Kami

Blastin' on em' with the charge ka-me-ha-me-ha ayyyy

I'm a Kamikaze

I'm a blow up on em' cuz I'm - Kamikaze

Ima do it fuh my country and my Kami

Blastin' on em' with the charge ka-me-ha-me-ha ayyyy

Kamikaze I'm takin' bodies my demon winds go kamaitachi
Nose dive I knows why I do this you must die
Wind-scythe, wind-scythe I fly high wit dat wind-scythe
Kamikaze I'm takin' bodies kamaitachi


Verse:
Grim Reap flow doubled up wit the dual scythes: this'll be a murder-suicide

Maybe I'll see you on the other side on the newer side you and I one of us reachin' newer heights

While the other gets thrown to a dark pit

Darkness in ya soul such a ruined sight

Who am I to devise such a brutish plot I move in thoughts and broodin' brainstorms and a flame sword with a lightning core I scorch foes with a flow so elusive

Not meant to be here both hands on my sword so I am not grippin' the fear

Arrive from behind

You tryin' slash me but I dash quickly n' deez guts gonna fly

Stab to my abdomen the blade tip crashing in until it hits both of our spines I'm tossin' light away from I away from eyes I don't see don't speak don't cry just do it fuh my country

Do it fuh my Kami

Do it cuz I want peace do it fuh da posse

Honored to be Kamikaze honored in my life

Honored to be Kamikaze honored to give up what's mine

To be honored in my death

I'm a bombing kamikaze if you want me come n' get it

I'll be waiting I'll be quiet I'll be patient but I'm screaming on the inside I will ride to die

Setting with the sun until the moon shines I'm ready!

Vision steady I am ready

Eyes facing forward I am too much for this world to hold: priceless but expendable enlightened and dependable I'm frightened but invincible

This is gold

I am such a sight to behold may the gods show you mercy in the life above this realm that is physical

One hit but it's destined to be critical

Not mystical, no rituals just me killin' you instant rows and rows of bodies missin' in the mists that come with dissonance

This is just me attacking teams because the mission is kill everything

Chargin' like a Kamikaze's s'pposed to be and no one here is holding me because they're too afraid to be approachin' me

Get em'!


Closing:
Kamikaze takin' bodies I'll kill everything
Yoooo, I'm a Ka-muh-kaze
Kamaitachi wit a posse we'll kill everything
Beware the Ka-muh-kaze

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Suicide Goddess
I killed the conversation then watched as my phone died

These lives I take them: a murder-suicide who survives only I though I doubt my half-life could be more than one fourth of the force my depression applies

This is me drowning in the depths of my surroundings

Low supplies nothin' but sadness n' gloatin' knives

My pain arises I fight it with open eyes cuz my strength of mind is not yet ready to face the darkness behind these eyelids

I close them to hide behind them but find that the price of blindness is enlightenment cause what I find in darkness is what my mind did

It's best to keep away from me so I do not keep hatin' me

Plan backfired back on fire I'm blazin' heat

Smokin' weed razor blade speech to cut my cheeks as I bleed
cutthroat sharp deez thoughts cuttin' deep into my skin I find again so much more of what I don't need

Heart up on my sleeve

Your lipstick on my collar tryna prostitute my time to you but I'm not the worth the dolla's and my parents feared that I could

Be changed from a life wit you my Suicide Goddess you give me the truth

Upper moves gettin' higher cuz I'm tired of deez views

I'm tired of my life new opportunities no I refuse to be a better person

I'm so tired of my life I choose

Death over what's left of my life this bullshit is useless

Like where da noose at? Tied up like corsets gone stupid

N' feelin' loopy

Off pills I'm zooted

Confusin' true love with these drugs I'm abusin' but boosted so act like Ryu did "Hadouken!"

"Who's there?"

I sense a presence detected one head up one head down so what's up my dick is addicted to women addicted to poisons n' venom n’ bein’ addicted to addictions need distance

Quickly slidin' off the deep end I need friction to be applied when I'm thinkin' I need to stop that

Need to stop thinkin' thoughts bad need to pop xan no need to smoke no stop that

Need some blow need some coke need someone to hold me

Need a friend or at least an enemy I'm lonely -

I'm cold see

On dis rooftop but then got cold feet

Now I'm on ground level

Now I'm walkin' down streets

No shoes just bare feet no cares here just concrete and fast traffic I'm what they're honkin' at but I don't speak just continue to walk n' breathe

Even though da last thing I want's to breathe

Just been here wantin' to see the greener other side of things but
I'm startin' to think it's meaningless


Refrain (1X):
Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess

Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess

She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted

So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess

Russian Roulette this a do-or-die promise

If I pull it, do I die? "yes" do you promise?

Noose around neck just hangin' wit da finest

See me give praise to my Suicide Goddess

Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess

Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess

She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted

So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess


Break (1X)
Suicide, Suicide, Suicide…
You decide…whether I keep my life (2X and then is playing faded in background)


Refrain (1x)
Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess

Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess

She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted

So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess

Russian Roulette this a do-or-die promise

If I pull it, do I die? "yes" do you promise?

Noose around neck just hangin' wit da finest

See me give praise to my Suicide Goddess

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Agnostic Since College
Refrain (2X):
Suicide Goddess

You a side goddess the weed is my main chick dis green got me vibin'

Still here you callin' "You were my prophet!" but now I smoke trees till I think I'm agnostic


Verse 1:
Raised Catholic but felt like a brotha was raised backwards

Used to ask questions gettin' delayed answers

Told that life was destined and I addressed then that I hate whatever god it was that gave my dad cancer

There could be a higher power

Or host of deities

Made up of immortal fuckers or just dying cowards

Regardless of the state of the heavens that humanity may or may not encounter I'll burn blooms of highest flowers till I'm skyward bound n' sittin' on a cloud is

Commonplace to me I'll never contemplate my destiny I'm done with that

Done trying to decide if life is controlled by I OR if another force is behind
Alla these problems and blessings alike

I don't really care now I'm just tryna light

I'm just tryna spark

I'm just tryna smoke still hollow in my heart but my suicide is ghost I am no longer beholden to my Suicide Goddess

But if you have a deity don't mind me you got it

If you've got some prayers do ya thing: I won't stop em'

I'm just at the point now where my life is no longer caustic


Refrain (2X)

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Rock Goddess
Smoke seaweed loudpack mood

Got waves like a light-skinned black dude

Got waves like a celebrity on a stage wit his fans in da crowd all hands in the place raised to their highest point…what is confidence?

I’ll tell you after I finish sparkin’ this joint my face in the clouds I’m smellin’ victory it is loud and I’m thinkin’ now what it would be like to light a blunt witchu

My rock goddess you’re the one that I flex for the hardest my heart is
not inside my chest but rather often in these blunt corpses the guts spilled in the trash hashtag weed coffins

I stay stoned if only to be impressin’ you

Spendin’ green on this purp till I’m destitute

Lips dark from the flames that prove that you were aimin’ to inhale until you lose track of cells inside your brain you’ve lost a few but gained access to higher planes and views I’m amazed by you

You’re a dime a dozen

What a dame to find I’d love to die by you and if you deign that I would somehow improve

Our complacent ties then I would fight with Zeus

Fuck a god in the sky

What can lightning do? Your moss makes me fly an enlightened dude I do everything in slow-motion

Slow tokin’

Slow smokin’ I’m slow-paced waves coastin’

Salt water bubblin’ strong I burn oceans the flow sorcerous rubbin’ the bong like a genie’s lamp

I’m on the couch you can see camped

Physically inside my house but spiritually enhanced I am not here

So long I am so gone

Gorilla Kush I am so Kong

They call me king in my dreams a big deal smokin’ blunts thicker than the sliver of consciousness dividin’ reality from dreams I am just so busy gettin’ stoned

With my Rock Goddess yo baby I’m home


Hook:
And - She’s stoned she’s stoned she’s stoned

Beautiful rock goddess

Apathetic rock goddess

My complacent rock goddess

The evasive rock goddess

My amazin’ rock goddess

Wanna taste what you’ve got in between your thighs let me drown let me dive in I will inhale till light-headed enough to be flyin’
Beautiful rock goddess

Apathetic rock goddess

My complacent rock goddess

The evasive rock goddess

My amazin’ rock goddess

Lemme taste what you’re rockin’

So stoned I am so stoned so stoned she is so stoned rock goddess you got it keep rockin’

Stayin’ stoned so no problems

Rock Goddess we stayin’ stoned so no problems

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Screaming at the Heavens
Why you always hangin' around dem white kids?

Why you ain't saggin' boy you datin' so-and-so but you ain't smash you a faggot boy

All I hear is bullshit from tools n' a buncha gassed up fools yellin' at each other shit is traffic noise

Too white fuh da black kids

But not black enough fuh deez white kids who don't even know what black is wishin' I was light-skinned

'Cause then maybe somebody from either race would start to think I'm more attractive the fact is

I shouldn't have even had them - thoughts in middle school about droppin' outta class like I’s less than average

Even though I's an adept assassin with the writing skills but heard teachers talk behind my back the shit is classic

Because I never forgot that

Apathetic's what dey used to call me I remember even though I tried to block that

Made a brotha restless

Set the chess board up they said I's playin' checkers

Grew up convoluted conversations had me reckless

Yellin' "fuck the world" 'fore I even knew what sex is

Told my sister that I wish she'd die like I'm sexist

Mad disrespect to my moms I's desperate

High school had me fucked up n' so distressed was bein' a dick or just emotional like I was pregnant

Closer to the present: now I'm a college freshman

Cheated on my girl the first semester das impressive

Thinkin' about breakin' up

Actin' like I ain't in love heart cold but my body warm from my mistress

Lookin' at my girl's texts like who is this bitch missed calls treatin' her like she's one of my exes...

But I was just breakin' under pressure

Had hidden feelin's but ain't know how to express em'

Year later I confessed and I did express them - of my own accord and of course she accepts them

But all the bullshit she went through was in truth a part of me not being able to handle the parts of me

And das some sad shit

Now I'm goin' batshit insane recollectin' like "damn, what was that shit?"

Strugglin' wit depression

Sleep deprivation

Did dis myself n'

These are my reparations for the damage that I've caused to everyone I've talked to

I talk a lot to myself but hey we all do...

N' I'm not even sure why I called you

Maybe I jus needed someone sane that I could talk to
Maybe I jus needed someone sane that I could talk to

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Overdone
I am currently tokin' loud

Because in silence I often find that I'm overwhelmed...

I'm chasin' demons with a 40-ounce

I heard the devil can't swim so I pour to drown

You're lookin' at me as if I'm important now

Maybe intoxication is the secret to being needed I take another couple grams to the face heavily weeded I speak an ocean's deepness to a shallow lake

I often find solace in my shadows wake because it's hard to find mistakes when I'm not awake I need a spa I need to rest I need a break I see a girl she needs a bra I need some head she needs a taste I'M AWAKE

But that don't mean I wanna be I see my worst nightmares
masturbating in front of me taking pleasure through watching me grow weaker with these hauntings I don't breathe

Only hold my breath or toke weed and I don't eat only drink the stuff to make me want sleep I don't see

All I do is feel and I don't speak because I'm so misunderstood that speech is moot to me

Cut myself just to see what's up but it's usually nothin' but blood don't feel pain just woozy from too many shots and too many doobies from loose leaves

Rollin’ wit dem papers like loose-leaf got true speech I'm not suicidal I just sometimes like to abuse me

Need somethin' reckless to lose myself in, somethin' precious to destroy

I'm trekkin' through da void with a couple chicks big dick in a small pond dem broads wetter than some koi - fish

Limitless images in my mind accompanied by voices I like to think that I'm normal but

Pretty colors just disguise the deadness inside I am coral bruh

I hate to think about this sorta stuff n' so I take bong hits and pour a cup

Funny how I use a bong pipe to breathe when swimmin' through
liquor seas that's intoxicated snorkel stuff

Let the bud burn slow I like to torture blunts as a tortured soul with a twisted sense of self I must...have a had a little bit too much


Closing:
I musta had a little too much
I guess...I must've drank a little bit too much
I musta smoked a little too much have a had a little too much
I musta had a little too much
Perhaps this whole living thing’s been overdone
Maybe this whole living thing has been overdone

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Liquid-Smoke Oceans (and a Siren in the Water)
Refrain (2X):
Brown eyes, pink lips n' black tims

Long nights, deep sips n' blunts lit full wine glasses dime bags and ashes to ashes we all fall down

My earbuds blastin' I drown out sound

Smoke till I'm blasted the smell so loud

Drink till I forget what it means to be solid and bathe in liquid smoke till I lose consciousness


Verse 1:
A double-edged sword

I cut witchu but in truth I feel I'm nothing if not yours

Funny how I chose you as a tool

But ended up bein' a warrior defined by the sword he used I'm in deep

Flesh wounds begin to feel like - poison claw swipes of death you rend me

Tearin' my soul violently, but silently

A cursed blade I deserved you were mine to keep

Hidin' wit booze? I be hidin' wit you I keep grams in two's but my demons keep finding me

My eyes closed I'm afraid too blind to speak

Throat parched I got liquid smoke at my feet it don't help though I'm inclined to drink like "what is life to me?"

A demon with a human soul is what I'm likely or a human with a demon's thoughts thinkin' tryin' be free


Refrain (2X):


Verse 2:
Speakin' from an open mind off the top wit it all my doors open like a bloke forgot to lock shit doors never closed

They're open because I'm broken my doors neva closed like I pissed off a locksmith

Run before I'm walkin'

Outta breath before I even walk in

Thoughts runnin' through my head tire me before I talk them I talk then I'm often accosted by people pretending to care that I'm talkin'

Blunt wraps on blunt wraps from Tuesday to Sunday on Monday I stop that fuh one day of clean-up from two knives got one night of takin' deez guts after passin' em' backwards from plates into trash bags my trash can so active though presents no hassles

Ridin' on a full tank s'far as gas goes

But still got deez demons on my back though I got a full glass n' a half bottle

'm on Cloud 9 but like par 4 an expert golfer on a full course wit a common score

Pro basketball player on a full court wit a torn meniscus on a fast break tryin' dunk it

Broken, but I'm hopin' I'm still somethin'

No sins in my mind but I'm still guilty

Feelin' like she's the only one that really feels me

Even though she's the catalyst fuh what'll kill me


Closing:
You got me drowning...in this liquid smoke ocean I'm so glad you found me

At least I won't die alone receiving sea breeze kisses in your sea foam holds

You got me drowning...in this liquid smoke ocean I'm so glad you found me

At least I won't die alone

And if I do, I just hope I don't know...

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Simple Goddess
Verse 1:
It sure has been a while since I’ve been with you

I’m having trouble coping with the intervals

N’ I still got girls askin’ questions but the conversation’s as strained as interviews

I guess what I’m sayin’ is I’m bored with them n’ that I’m in-to you more than them

Still a virgin see you ain’t been explorin’ men

Got me wonderin’ what our last kiss meant to YOU

N’ I ain’t tryna act like I ain’t tryna stab

Or like I ain’t tryna cut please forgive me BUT, have you really seen ya ass?

Got a mad curve on it like da meanest of tracks

Part of me just wants to cruise slowly but most of me’s wantin’ to neva slow down like I ain’t seen da flat

But funny how it’s more than that

She took the convo’s pace: wait Ima need that back

Told her I make music: “What you mean you rap?”

Showed her my made music: “Oh you mean you rap?”

Yeah we dated in middle school

Faded in high school

Then I changed schools n’ now she’s thinks I’m cool

I was an asshole

She wasn’t spiteful

Now we in college

Now she’s an eyeful

Now she’s a mouthful n’ she got my mouth full

Ain’t my favorite goddess but she accounts for the important shit like speakin’ more than shit

One of the few people I enjoy talkin’ wit

Such a simple woman but a forceful chick speakin’ her mind oh yes baby all of it

I ain’t in love with chick

But I love the chick

One of these days I’m thinking I’ll fuck this chick

But I love this chick

So I hug this chick her legs wrapped around my waist aw fuck this chick I wanna fuck this chick

But I’m tryin’ keep it stable

Tryin’ keep it simple

We just mess around

We talk about life n’ then we mess around

The everyday activities of a forgotten goddess when she’s touchin’ ground

I’m just a mortal but I’m stuntin’ now in the hopes that I’ll be Immortal if I make her howl

Poetically speakin’ when naked she’s pretty

Sunsets the same color as the nipples on her titties not the usual pink, but a beautiful pink she’s half-black, high yellow, it’s a beautiful thing

And although my favorite goddess is a bit darker I’ve been taught to admire more than what I know

This shit is dead simple n’ we both know our roles we’re just fuckin’ wit souls I’m here courtin’ a ghost

This shit is dead simple n’ we both know our roles we’re just fuckin’ wit souls I’m here courtin’ a ghost fa real a soldier showin’ up at his post to chill da cock loaded but the safety’s on n’ I don’t shoot to kill


Break:
I’m just…

Tryin’ keep it all simple

Got a bit of lust in me but I keep it in tho ya body sayin’ “bust in me” but this shit is simple only if I choose to fuck witchu but never stick it in tho


Hook:
Hestia: my simple woman

Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian

You’re on my Worship list

You deserve to know the world ain’t forgot you yet

Hestia: my simple woman

Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian

You’re on my Worship list…You’re on my Worship list

I only speak this shit because you earned it, shit

Spark major weed goddess of da Hearth n’ shit

I only speak this speak because you earned this shit

Hear me speak this here because you’re worth it yeah I said Hestia: my simple wo-man you deserve to know the world ain’t forget you yet

I’m the one to let you know girl I got you yes

You deserve to know the world ain’t forgot you yet…

You’re on my Worship list you live a humble life das why I worship it
My simple woman

Hestia, yes you are so important but you just don’t know it

Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian

You’re on my Worship list

Yeah, you’re on Worship…you’re on my Worship list

Everything you are girl best believe I worship it…you’re on my worship list

WORSHIP!

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Modest Goddess
Verse 1:
A goddess but you’re what modest is

You make me wanna say fuck all da private shit

I’ll open up to you

No connivin’ shit or promises but listen truth is…

When you’re missin’ I admit that you did

Cause me to wanna see where you were hidden this is real n’ I ain’t

Simply trippin’ offa blunt or a spliff

This is – me achievin’ what my father once did

Which was – to find a woman wit some problems n’ then

Attempt to fix her unaware of the fact that within her

She holds the universe

And every planet too lips grippin’ words kissin’ with the strength of Jupiter was usin’ her until I realized that on this useless Earth

Where my fear lies is in the space where companionship is not laid
I stare with peeled eyes at the stars

I find your figure in the darkness a constellation been contemplatin’ bout makin’ offense

Makin’ moves makin’ plans makin’ charges attack with

The vision of a wicked artist or blacksmith hammer-holdin’ wit the strength of Odin I smash it

Down crashin’ the force potent relax then swing again effort maxed heartbeat erratic but

I keep on swingin’ to break the rust

The rust upon my soul I been breakin’ it up

Breakin’ down feelin’ old barely keepin’ up

But you gimme soul n’ you gimme trust

Givin’ me faith in life and I and faith in us the most modest goddess I have ever had the pleasure to meet

You’ve been bettering me


Break:
The goddess of…modesty

My goddess I hold you in high esteem

No problems just vibin’ not high but I’m risin’ to connect with you where da heavens meet oh yes I am risin’ to meet you

This is me: tryna get up on your level

Used to take joy in bein’ the rebel

But just take a look at me now I’m right here tryin’ settle down ~


(4X)
Watch me work love
I said love watch me work ~
Watch me work love
I said love watch me work


Verse 2:
What am I ike 19? Just turned 20

Been tryin’ do the right things I mess up plenty

But treat you with the kinda care to be sparkin’ the confidence you didn’t have as if you had just turned pretty

But you’ve BEEN beautiful

I’ve been tryin’ convince you to know and realize that this is truly so

Bred as an unruly soul but you have given me the peace to put belief in the concept of you n’ me

You and I and our intimate roles

As the days pass I’m feelin’ the sentiment grow protectin’ you from our foes addressin’ deities with insolent tones

But I do it cuz I love to fuh you

I do it cuz your modesty doesn’t mirror your youth

I do it cuz maturity and something so demure I see resides within this being I think that you’re the one

The most modest goddess I’ll be priest let me preach

~RICKYSPANISH~
Track Name: Mortal Goddess (I Would Give up Immortality for You)
Verse 1:
4’11” n’ a half

I don’t know her weight though, I ain’t neva thought to ask

Big breasts small ass

Insecure bout both but it neva really shows when we’re layin’ together
Ain’t dat da coolest shit?

She’s perfect fuh me n’ you don’t know how true that is

Love it how she let’s go when she’s near me

I like to let her know that miracles do exist

They’re what I see in you

I don’t believe in God but I pray fuh the day that married is me n’ you
N’ it’s not because I’m followin’ the crowds

It’s just cuz I wanna see you smile

The only time that you’ll eva see me cry is when your eyes are on me n’ I see you walkin’ down that aisle I’m just sayin’ baby

You get a yes to forever I ain’t sayin’ maybe you’re the one I want in my days when I’m agin’

You’re the one I want to stay when - every aspect of life seems like a cave bout to cave in

From back then to my day’s end

I want a place in your heart I’ll do more than just pay rent

What’s the price babe?

My soul? My life? Ay you just name it whenever I’ll pay it then

I wanna guard you protect you from harm too

Sturdy roof ova ya head n’ a picket fence

We ain’t gotta paint it white though

We can paint dat shit whateva you like yo

N’ I ain’t even gon’ pretend that we won’t fight, but I will say your right hook is nice though

Yo, she laugh at me like “you got jokes”

No I got you

N’ das the funniest thing you know?

'Cause I neva woulda believed that you would be here in my arms when I ain’t dreamin’ lucidly


Refrain (1X):
You’re a fantasy a dream girl

Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl

N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl

Type'a shit to make me neva wanna wake up

You’re a fantasy a dream girl

Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl

N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl

So I’ll stay asleep if you’re layin’ with me


Verse 2:
It’s been 2 years and six months January 2nd 2012 when we started datin’

Anniversaries with exes never celebrated but for some reason I see importance in our shared occasion

Now I’m dedicated no more reservations or waitin’ since your elated face awaitin’ me brings proper placement to where my rage is beneath patience you humble me

Yo I ain’t scared to let em’ know who bae is

Before All Else even myself

You’re the yin to my yang your presence evens the scales

You’re the one that made me believe in myself berating those that put me down yo even myself listen

I love the way you write ya E’s and ya L’s

Love the way you roll my weed such a beast wit dem L’s

You’re the cream of da crop

Or the keef of da pot

Eagle eye you decide we don’t even need scales I’m in deep yo

Refrain (1X)
‘Cause you’re dream girl
Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl
N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl
So I’ll stay asleep if you’re layin’ with me

~RICKYSPANISH~