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Born in 94
A young lord with wisdom in his soul's core a pen in his right hand as the left hand holds a sword a knife at his waistband the placement is raw I'm a warrior poet
Dagger tongue shadow son form words into weapons hone the edges then battle
Guns attempt to break me but I break free no modernizations of this world advanced enough to face me
I'm a warrior poet
Dagger sharp n' I throw it
Philosophical shinobi never see what I'm doin' but hear the words spoken as key flows turn perspectives till your mind opens I'm gifted get high when - even not smokin' I'm lifted
Floatin' because the chi is potent so this is - meditation
Channeling all of my energies
Revelations become commonplace to me it seems levitation is what's produced from inner peace
Limitless visions of my possibilities I stand to embrace the very essence of this universe until a higher realm enters me and I begin to see as a higher being and I worship what's become of things
As I am higher please worship what's become of me
Though I am nigh a king I think I want to be
An unbalanced way to think for such a balanced being...
…My mind says think, my soul says go, my heart just
beats…beats…as the world beats me
I strike back with the wrath of a higher being…being…I was tired of being me
Tired of the things I’d seen so I ascended above them
Above these things
I am above these beings I am above em’ so above these things
I am above these things above them I am above these beings I am above these things
I am above these things…I am above these things I am above these things
I am above these things…I am above these things
~RICKYSPANISH~
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2. |
Dionysus Nights
03:42
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Dionysus Nights
Always keep the nicest wines
Grapes pulled right offa da vines
Verse 1:
She the type to wear dem shirts with the v-cut
I’m the type to put in work till we cut
She doesn’t like heels n’ wears sneakers and I don’t like feelings or
t-shirts n’ so of course I’m tryin’ get rid of hers already got rid of mine
I’m tryin’ get her encouraged
Liquor still fresh on my lips it gives me courage to cross the line after my vision done blurred it
I hear wolves: I keep her howling while I’m in it she’s a werewolf I put da silver bullet where her fur is
Lookin’ fuh love n’ a good time that’s what she’s on
I’m just lookin’ for a good fuck n’ some blunt wraps to put my weed on
She wanna smoke get her breathe on das cool as long as I don’t have to be da one dat she’s seen on
No disrespect but nothin’ more than sheets are what I’m tryin’ sleep on
Refrain (2X):
She wanna hear me say I love her I oblige but is it a lie when the truth is spoken due to wine?
Smash till she pass out body all slumped pull her close tell her stuff I’m only sayin’ when I’m drunk
If I said I was stayin’ you should take it as me bluffin’ if you thought I was in love well I’m sorry but I wasn’t
These Dionysus Nights to me they’re nothin’
My soul in a bottle speak love when drunken
Verse 2:
In da backseat wit the seats up
Wit a bad lil chica
Face down por supuesto got her cheeks up I put the D down till she whimpers I tell her speak up
Done drinkin’ but in hands I see cups no C cups kapeesh what she’s worth is D plus yet anotha one
Double D’s double fun give her couple months wait a bit: watch em’ triple up
Money on the bed das real I ain’t trickin’ bruh see her spread legs on da bread “Is it thick enough?”
Peanut butter butt dress tight barely zippin’ up
Take her phone, place it on the ground watch her pick it up
Make a beeline to her behind let dat lotus flower bomb bloom n’ then hit it wit the stinger buzz then boom she blows I bust n’ then I’m ghost I jus leave her bruh I fingered her but she gave me finger ‘cause
Refrain (1X)
Break (2X):
N’ I ain’t tryin’ mess you up
Nah I’m just tryin’ git my buzz
Tryin’ git my rush
Bruh I’m just hopin’ that we cut you said you tryin’ chill I’m just hopin’ that means "yup"
Ha…but I ain’t tryin’ mess you up
So please don’t kill my buzz
Don’t shoot me down
Don’t blow my high
Don’t choose me now if you ain’t cool wit me rollin’ by afterwards
Refrain (1X)
~RICKYSPANISH~
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3. |
Aphrodite Affair
01:47
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Verse 1:
Pussy wetter than a faucet
I don't usually be drinkin' from the tap (drip!)
But then again I usually don't eat it from da back n' now you see you got me doin' dat (yeaah!)
I guess today's a day fuh breakin' habits
Magician wit da flows tryin’ get dat ass clap-pin'
Reachin' down tryin' get a hold of that rabbit
N' dat shit mean tho pussy game savage (rrrah!)
Moaning when I ain't even touchin' her she’s an actress
Refrain:
Breasts big but dem tits so plastic (so plastic)
Mean ass but her booty so plastic (so plastic)
Body bad but it's still so plastic (so plastic)
Though I guess I'm in a mood to play wit dolls
Her lips thick but dem lips so plastic
Collagen injected but still so actively makin' me think of thoughts so graphic
Roleplayin' wit a doll chick so plastic (so plastic)
Verse 2:
How many fingers can you fit inside ya mouth? (Umm…)
No need to think about it love you let me figure it out
I'm doin' crazy shit until dis shit jus goes south face up in ya ass deep enough you couldn't hear me shout (mmmm, mmmm!)
Put you in a split legs spread across the couch horizontally while I proceed to stroke n' straighten you out
Poke her in da face ass pussy throat mouth bash every available surface till I make her grimace like the grouch (grrrr!)
It won't happen
She so plastic
Makeup painted upon her face so exact
Her expression never changes n' I'll be fine wit that as long as when she suckin' she maintains eye contact (Look at me!)
Refrain:
Breasts big but dem tits so plastic (so plastic)
Mean ass but her booty so plastic (so plastic)
Body bad but it's still so plastic (so plastic)
Although I guess I'm in a mood to play wit dolls
~RICKYSPANISH~
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4. |
Raw Like Ares
02:24
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The God of War, call me Ares
Battlin' plenty
Long spear ravagin' panties
Blade tip thick as ya wrist I'm stickin' ya family
Cold when throwin' pole to the south put a dick in her fanny
Funny how I'm ramblin' but I’m damagin’ amply chickies yellin' out handle me give em' samples I handle freaks in living rooms got pictures fallin' off da mantelpieces
Or on couches pounding it out while she's mounted screamin' "damage me!"
I came wit a sword unsheathed ready to wreck shit with a blessed chick actin' Aphrodite reckless
Sword sharp I jab fast to stab ass while Hephaestus gets a pic of me puttin' it where her flesh is
She ain’t nothin’ but a plastic actress
But I ain’t lookin’ fuh nothin’ but classless smashin’
I stay deep we trade heat body contact to spark from friction at the tip like classic matchsticks
Doin’ shit dat she ain’t neva seen before but exactly what she’s fiendin’ for give her reasons for havin’ dreams of me beatin’ it until she dreamin’ gettin’ her beamed I bash laughin’ at her like “what you screamin’ for?”
She’s passed out weed hits the scene of course breakin’ down plants on her back make her like Venusaur
Closing:
Raw like Ares
Nobody goes in raw like Ares
Treat sex like I do war no parries, nothin’ but fast stabs from the back do it raw like Ares
Do it raw like Ares
Nobody goes in raw like Ares
No armor on: raw like Ares
Carry no sheathe just a sword
Carry no shield
I’m goin’ in raw on da battlefield
Been goin’ in raw like I’m Ares
Raw like Ares
Nobody goes in raw like Ares
Treat sex like I do war no parries, nothin’ but fast stabs from the back do it raw like Ares
Do it raw like Ares
Nobody goes in raw like Ares
In the middle of the battlefield
Amongst the kills
After stabbin’ face my blade gettin’ brain ~ fa real
Raw like Ares
Nobody goes in raw like Ares
Raw like Ares
Nobody goes in raw like Ares…
~RICKYSPANISH~
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5. |
Paradise Lost
02:08
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Really though, is that how you gon' do me ho? (C’moooon!)
I mean damn like wow dat shit was succio
Real dirty on YOUR part
Lookin' at dis vindictive broad wit her polka-dot bra n' her dirty brown eyes n' dem muddy ass drawers after wrestlin' me to the ground this dirt gettin' caked on
You had dirt on me
But dat was MY fault thought you were a Valkyrie heaven sent from Asgard
But you were nothin' more than a bad dream
A bitch in a black dress but dat ass mean (Yup!)
It wasn't worth it if you ask me (Nope!)
But god dammit I'm an ass fiend (Yah!)
I couldn't help myself
Tried to make her turn around
But her breasts surely didn't help as well (Double D’s)
I was so screwed when I screwed her cuz the true news was that she was amazin’ at screwin' dudes
Or screwin' em' over
I forget which one
Learnin' lessons through mistakes I jus wish I could forget this one
Saw a cockroach on da floor reminded me of you I hit dat bitch wit my shoe like "Ima GET dis one!"
Spendin' days in a daze now get-tin' drunk
Hefty women blowin' kisses n' I'm thinkin' to myself like "Hell, maybe just this once"
My life sorta messed up (Fuck!)
I’m in da club doin' shots drinkin' liquor outta breast cups (I did!)
No direction
Only in it for the moment just let me set up
Quit movin' so fast
Marvin Gaye mindset yellin' out "I FUCK wit deez slow jamz"
In da club tryin' hold hands
Girls lookin' at me weird like "You ain't even dancin"
"You told me you were here wit somebody so where yo man been?!"
"Why da hell you askin'?!"
"Gurl you so ratcheeeeeeet."
I'm in da background like an ad-lib
But still maintain a presence like a fat chick see me grab da box like there's food in it like a fat kid at Christmas jus crazy how I'm doin' this
Kinda crazy how dis all came from dat one stupid chick
Such a ruthless bitch
Bald-head lookin' ass Lex Luthor bitch
Superman got blammed I'm a loser Kent
Get bent!..bitch…
~RICKYSPANISH~
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Hurt Everyone
03:46
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Opening:
Kamikaze
I'm a blow up on em' cuz I'm - Kamikaze
Ima do it fuh my country and my Kami
Blastin' on em' with the charge ka-me-ha-me-ha ayyyy
I'm a Kamikaze
I'm a blow up on em' cuz I'm - Kamikaze
Ima do it fuh my country and my Kami
Blastin' on em' with the charge ka-me-ha-me-ha ayyyy
Kamikaze I'm takin' bodies my demon winds go kamaitachi
Nose dive I knows why I do this you must die
Wind-scythe, wind-scythe I fly high wit dat wind-scythe
Kamikaze I'm takin' bodies kamaitachi
Verse:
Grim Reap flow doubled up wit the dual scythes: this'll be a murder-suicide
Maybe I'll see you on the other side on the newer side you and I one of us reachin' newer heights
While the other gets thrown to a dark pit
Darkness in ya soul such a ruined sight
Who am I to devise such a brutish plot I move in thoughts and broodin' brainstorms and a flame sword with a lightning core I scorch foes with a flow so elusive
Not meant to be here both hands on my sword so I am not grippin' the fear
Arrive from behind
You tryin' slash me but I dash quickly n' deez guts gonna fly
Stab to my abdomen the blade tip crashing in until it hits both of our spines I'm tossin' light away from I away from eyes I don't see don't speak don't cry just do it fuh my country
Do it fuh my Kami
Do it cuz I want peace do it fuh da posse
Honored to be Kamikaze honored in my life
Honored to be Kamikaze honored to give up what's mine
To be honored in my death
I'm a bombing kamikaze if you want me come n' get it
I'll be waiting I'll be quiet I'll be patient but I'm screaming on the inside I will ride to die
Setting with the sun until the moon shines I'm ready!
Vision steady I am ready
Eyes facing forward I am too much for this world to hold: priceless but expendable enlightened and dependable I'm frightened but invincible
This is gold
I am such a sight to behold may the gods show you mercy in the life above this realm that is physical
One hit but it's destined to be critical
Not mystical, no rituals just me killin' you instant rows and rows of bodies missin' in the mists that come with dissonance
This is just me attacking teams because the mission is kill everything
Chargin' like a Kamikaze's s'pposed to be and no one here is holding me because they're too afraid to be approachin' me
Get em'!
Closing:
Kamikaze takin' bodies I'll kill everything
Yoooo, I'm a Ka-muh-kaze
Kamaitachi wit a posse we'll kill everything
Beware the Ka-muh-kaze
~RICKYSPANISH~
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7. |
Suicide Goddess
03:47
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I killed the conversation then watched as my phone died
These lives I take them: a murder-suicide who survives only I though I doubt my half-life could be more than one fourth of the force my depression applies
This is me drowning in the depths of my surroundings
Low supplies nothin' but sadness n' gloatin' knives
My pain arises I fight it with open eyes cuz my strength of mind is not yet ready to face the darkness behind these eyelids
I close them to hide behind them but find that the price of blindness is enlightenment cause what I find in darkness is what my mind did
It's best to keep away from me so I do not keep hatin' me
Plan backfired back on fire I'm blazin' heat
Smokin' weed razor blade speech to cut my cheeks as I bleed
cutthroat sharp deez thoughts cuttin' deep into my skin I find again so much more of what I don't need
Heart up on my sleeve
Your lipstick on my collar tryna prostitute my time to you but I'm not the worth the dolla's and my parents feared that I could
Be changed from a life wit you my Suicide Goddess you give me the truth
Upper moves gettin' higher cuz I'm tired of deez views
I'm tired of my life new opportunities no I refuse to be a better person
I'm so tired of my life I choose
Death over what's left of my life this bullshit is useless
Like where da noose at? Tied up like corsets gone stupid
N' feelin' loopy
Off pills I'm zooted
Confusin' true love with these drugs I'm abusin' but boosted so act like Ryu did "Hadouken!"
"Who's there?"
I sense a presence detected one head up one head down so what's up my dick is addicted to women addicted to poisons n' venom n’ bein’ addicted to addictions need distance
Quickly slidin' off the deep end I need friction to be applied when I'm thinkin' I need to stop that
Need to stop thinkin' thoughts bad need to pop xan no need to smoke no stop that
Need some blow need some coke need someone to hold me
Need a friend or at least an enemy I'm lonely -
I'm cold see
On dis rooftop but then got cold feet
Now I'm on ground level
Now I'm walkin' down streets
No shoes just bare feet no cares here just concrete and fast traffic I'm what they're honkin' at but I don't speak just continue to walk n' breathe
Even though da last thing I want's to breathe
Just been here wantin' to see the greener other side of things but
I'm startin' to think it's meaningless
Refrain (1X):
Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess
Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess
She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted
So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess
Russian Roulette this a do-or-die promise
If I pull it, do I die? "yes" do you promise?
Noose around neck just hangin' wit da finest
See me give praise to my Suicide Goddess
Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess
Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess
She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted
So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess
Break (1X)
Suicide, Suicide, Suicide…
You decide…whether I keep my life (2X and then is playing faded in background)
Refrain (1x)
Lemme be a sacrifice to my Suicide Goddess
Life ain't much a problem fuh my Suicide Goddess
She could fix my life prolly if she really wanted
So I give praise to my Suicide Goddess
Russian Roulette this a do-or-die promise
If I pull it, do I die? "yes" do you promise?
Noose around neck just hangin' wit da finest
See me give praise to my Suicide Goddess
~RICKYSPANISH~
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Agnostic Since College
02:06
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Refrain (2X):
Suicide Goddess
You a side goddess the weed is my main chick dis green got me vibin'
Still here you callin' "You were my prophet!" but now I smoke trees till I think I'm agnostic
Verse 1:
Raised Catholic but felt like a brotha was raised backwards
Used to ask questions gettin' delayed answers
Told that life was destined and I addressed then that I hate whatever god it was that gave my dad cancer
There could be a higher power
Or host of deities
Made up of immortal fuckers or just dying cowards
Regardless of the state of the heavens that humanity may or may not encounter I'll burn blooms of highest flowers till I'm skyward bound n' sittin' on a cloud is
Commonplace to me I'll never contemplate my destiny I'm done with that
Done trying to decide if life is controlled by I OR if another force is behind
Alla these problems and blessings alike
I don't really care now I'm just tryna light
I'm just tryna spark
I'm just tryna smoke still hollow in my heart but my suicide is ghost I am no longer beholden to my Suicide Goddess
But if you have a deity don't mind me you got it
If you've got some prayers do ya thing: I won't stop em'
I'm just at the point now where my life is no longer caustic
Refrain (2X)
~RICKYSPANISH~
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10. |
Rock Goddess
02:54
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Smoke seaweed loudpack mood
Got waves like a light-skinned black dude
Got waves like a celebrity on a stage wit his fans in da crowd all hands in the place raised to their highest point…what is confidence?
I’ll tell you after I finish sparkin’ this joint my face in the clouds I’m smellin’ victory it is loud and I’m thinkin’ now what it would be like to light a blunt witchu
My rock goddess you’re the one that I flex for the hardest my heart is
not inside my chest but rather often in these blunt corpses the guts spilled in the trash hashtag weed coffins
I stay stoned if only to be impressin’ you
Spendin’ green on this purp till I’m destitute
Lips dark from the flames that prove that you were aimin’ to inhale until you lose track of cells inside your brain you’ve lost a few but gained access to higher planes and views I’m amazed by you
You’re a dime a dozen
What a dame to find I’d love to die by you and if you deign that I would somehow improve
Our complacent ties then I would fight with Zeus
Fuck a god in the sky
What can lightning do? Your moss makes me fly an enlightened dude I do everything in slow-motion
Slow tokin’
Slow smokin’ I’m slow-paced waves coastin’
Salt water bubblin’ strong I burn oceans the flow sorcerous rubbin’ the bong like a genie’s lamp
I’m on the couch you can see camped
Physically inside my house but spiritually enhanced I am not here
So long I am so gone
Gorilla Kush I am so Kong
They call me king in my dreams a big deal smokin’ blunts thicker than the sliver of consciousness dividin’ reality from dreams I am just so busy gettin’ stoned
With my Rock Goddess yo baby I’m home
Hook:
And - She’s stoned she’s stoned she’s stoned
Beautiful rock goddess
Apathetic rock goddess
My complacent rock goddess
The evasive rock goddess
My amazin’ rock goddess
Wanna taste what you’ve got in between your thighs let me drown let me dive in I will inhale till light-headed enough to be flyin’
Beautiful rock goddess
Apathetic rock goddess
My complacent rock goddess
The evasive rock goddess
My amazin’ rock goddess
Lemme taste what you’re rockin’
So stoned I am so stoned so stoned she is so stoned rock goddess you got it keep rockin’
Stayin’ stoned so no problems
Rock Goddess we stayin’ stoned so no problems
~RICKYSPANISH~
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Screaming at the Heavens
02:33
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Why you always hangin' around dem white kids?
Why you ain't saggin' boy you datin' so-and-so but you ain't smash you a faggot boy
All I hear is bullshit from tools n' a buncha gassed up fools yellin' at each other shit is traffic noise
Too white fuh da black kids
But not black enough fuh deez white kids who don't even know what black is wishin' I was light-skinned
'Cause then maybe somebody from either race would start to think I'm more attractive the fact is
I shouldn't have even had them - thoughts in middle school about droppin' outta class like I’s less than average
Even though I's an adept assassin with the writing skills but heard teachers talk behind my back the shit is classic
Because I never forgot that
Apathetic's what dey used to call me I remember even though I tried to block that
Made a brotha restless
Set the chess board up they said I's playin' checkers
Grew up convoluted conversations had me reckless
Yellin' "fuck the world" 'fore I even knew what sex is
Told my sister that I wish she'd die like I'm sexist
Mad disrespect to my moms I's desperate
High school had me fucked up n' so distressed was bein' a dick or just emotional like I was pregnant
Closer to the present: now I'm a college freshman
Cheated on my girl the first semester das impressive
Thinkin' about breakin' up
Actin' like I ain't in love heart cold but my body warm from my mistress
Lookin' at my girl's texts like who is this bitch missed calls treatin' her like she's one of my exes...
But I was just breakin' under pressure
Had hidden feelin's but ain't know how to express em'
Year later I confessed and I did express them - of my own accord and of course she accepts them
But all the bullshit she went through was in truth a part of me not being able to handle the parts of me
And das some sad shit
Now I'm goin' batshit insane recollectin' like "damn, what was that shit?"
Strugglin' wit depression
Sleep deprivation
Did dis myself n'
These are my reparations for the damage that I've caused to everyone I've talked to
I talk a lot to myself but hey we all do...
N' I'm not even sure why I called you
Maybe I jus needed someone sane that I could talk to
Maybe I jus needed someone sane that I could talk to
~RICKYSPANISH~
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13. |
Overdone
02:15
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I am currently tokin' loud
Because in silence I often find that I'm overwhelmed...
I'm chasin' demons with a 40-ounce
I heard the devil can't swim so I pour to drown
You're lookin' at me as if I'm important now
Maybe intoxication is the secret to being needed I take another couple grams to the face heavily weeded I speak an ocean's deepness to a shallow lake
I often find solace in my shadows wake because it's hard to find mistakes when I'm not awake I need a spa I need to rest I need a break I see a girl she needs a bra I need some head she needs a taste I'M AWAKE
But that don't mean I wanna be I see my worst nightmares
masturbating in front of me taking pleasure through watching me grow weaker with these hauntings I don't breathe
Only hold my breath or toke weed and I don't eat only drink the stuff to make me want sleep I don't see
All I do is feel and I don't speak because I'm so misunderstood that speech is moot to me
Cut myself just to see what's up but it's usually nothin' but blood don't feel pain just woozy from too many shots and too many doobies from loose leaves
Rollin’ wit dem papers like loose-leaf got true speech I'm not suicidal I just sometimes like to abuse me
Need somethin' reckless to lose myself in, somethin' precious to destroy
I'm trekkin' through da void with a couple chicks big dick in a small pond dem broads wetter than some koi - fish
Limitless images in my mind accompanied by voices I like to think that I'm normal but
Pretty colors just disguise the deadness inside I am coral bruh
I hate to think about this sorta stuff n' so I take bong hits and pour a cup
Funny how I use a bong pipe to breathe when swimmin' through
liquor seas that's intoxicated snorkel stuff
Let the bud burn slow I like to torture blunts as a tortured soul with a twisted sense of self I must...have a had a little bit too much
Closing:
I musta had a little too much
I guess...I must've drank a little bit too much
I musta smoked a little too much have a had a little too much
I musta had a little too much
Perhaps this whole living thing’s been overdone
Maybe this whole living thing has been overdone
~RICKYSPANISH~
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Refrain (2X):
Brown eyes, pink lips n' black tims
Long nights, deep sips n' blunts lit full wine glasses dime bags and ashes to ashes we all fall down
My earbuds blastin' I drown out sound
Smoke till I'm blasted the smell so loud
Drink till I forget what it means to be solid and bathe in liquid smoke till I lose consciousness
Verse 1:
A double-edged sword
I cut witchu but in truth I feel I'm nothing if not yours
Funny how I chose you as a tool
But ended up bein' a warrior defined by the sword he used I'm in deep
Flesh wounds begin to feel like - poison claw swipes of death you rend me
Tearin' my soul violently, but silently
A cursed blade I deserved you were mine to keep
Hidin' wit booze? I be hidin' wit you I keep grams in two's but my demons keep finding me
My eyes closed I'm afraid too blind to speak
Throat parched I got liquid smoke at my feet it don't help though I'm inclined to drink like "what is life to me?"
A demon with a human soul is what I'm likely or a human with a demon's thoughts thinkin' tryin' be free
Refrain (2X):
Verse 2:
Speakin' from an open mind off the top wit it all my doors open like a bloke forgot to lock shit doors never closed
They're open because I'm broken my doors neva closed like I pissed off a locksmith
Run before I'm walkin'
Outta breath before I even walk in
Thoughts runnin' through my head tire me before I talk them I talk then I'm often accosted by people pretending to care that I'm talkin'
Blunt wraps on blunt wraps from Tuesday to Sunday on Monday I stop that fuh one day of clean-up from two knives got one night of takin' deez guts after passin' em' backwards from plates into trash bags my trash can so active though presents no hassles
Ridin' on a full tank s'far as gas goes
But still got deez demons on my back though I got a full glass n' a half bottle
'm on Cloud 9 but like par 4 an expert golfer on a full course wit a common score
Pro basketball player on a full court wit a torn meniscus on a fast break tryin' dunk it
Broken, but I'm hopin' I'm still somethin'
No sins in my mind but I'm still guilty
Feelin' like she's the only one that really feels me
Even though she's the catalyst fuh what'll kill me
Closing:
You got me drowning...in this liquid smoke ocean I'm so glad you found me
At least I won't die alone receiving sea breeze kisses in your sea foam holds
You got me drowning...in this liquid smoke ocean I'm so glad you found me
At least I won't die alone
And if I do, I just hope I don't know...
~RICKYSPANISH~
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16. |
Simple Goddess
04:13
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Verse 1:
It sure has been a while since I’ve been with you
I’m having trouble coping with the intervals
N’ I still got girls askin’ questions but the conversation’s as strained as interviews
I guess what I’m sayin’ is I’m bored with them n’ that I’m in-to you more than them
Still a virgin see you ain’t been explorin’ men
Got me wonderin’ what our last kiss meant to YOU
N’ I ain’t tryna act like I ain’t tryna stab
Or like I ain’t tryna cut please forgive me BUT, have you really seen ya ass?
Got a mad curve on it like da meanest of tracks
Part of me just wants to cruise slowly but most of me’s wantin’ to neva slow down like I ain’t seen da flat
But funny how it’s more than that
She took the convo’s pace: wait Ima need that back
Told her I make music: “What you mean you rap?”
Showed her my made music: “Oh you mean you rap?”
Yeah we dated in middle school
Faded in high school
Then I changed schools n’ now she’s thinks I’m cool
I was an asshole
She wasn’t spiteful
Now we in college
Now she’s an eyeful
Now she’s a mouthful n’ she got my mouth full
Ain’t my favorite goddess but she accounts for the important shit like speakin’ more than shit
One of the few people I enjoy talkin’ wit
Such a simple woman but a forceful chick speakin’ her mind oh yes baby all of it
I ain’t in love with chick
But I love the chick
One of these days I’m thinking I’ll fuck this chick
But I love this chick
So I hug this chick her legs wrapped around my waist aw fuck this chick I wanna fuck this chick
But I’m tryin’ keep it stable
Tryin’ keep it simple
We just mess around
We talk about life n’ then we mess around
The everyday activities of a forgotten goddess when she’s touchin’ ground
I’m just a mortal but I’m stuntin’ now in the hopes that I’ll be Immortal if I make her howl
Poetically speakin’ when naked she’s pretty
Sunsets the same color as the nipples on her titties not the usual pink, but a beautiful pink she’s half-black, high yellow, it’s a beautiful thing
And although my favorite goddess is a bit darker I’ve been taught to admire more than what I know
This shit is dead simple n’ we both know our roles we’re just fuckin’ wit souls I’m here courtin’ a ghost
This shit is dead simple n’ we both know our roles we’re just fuckin’ wit souls I’m here courtin’ a ghost fa real a soldier showin’ up at his post to chill da cock loaded but the safety’s on n’ I don’t shoot to kill
Break:
I’m just…
Tryin’ keep it all simple
Got a bit of lust in me but I keep it in tho ya body sayin’ “bust in me” but this shit is simple only if I choose to fuck witchu but never stick it in tho
Hook:
Hestia: my simple woman
Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian
You’re on my Worship list
You deserve to know the world ain’t forgot you yet
Hestia: my simple woman
Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian
You’re on my Worship list…You’re on my Worship list
I only speak this shit because you earned it, shit
Spark major weed goddess of da Hearth n’ shit
I only speak this speak because you earned this shit
Hear me speak this here because you’re worth it yeah I said Hestia: my simple wo-man you deserve to know the world ain’t forget you yet
I’m the one to let you know girl I got you yes
You deserve to know the world ain’t forgot you yet…
You’re on my Worship list you live a humble life das why I worship it
My simple woman
Hestia, yes you are so important but you just don’t know it
Important but discarded the forgotten Olympian
You’re on my Worship list
Yeah, you’re on Worship…you’re on my Worship list
Everything you are girl best believe I worship it…you’re on my worship list
WORSHIP!
~RICKYSPANISH~
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Modest Goddess
03:21
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Verse 1:
A goddess but you’re what modest is
You make me wanna say fuck all da private shit
I’ll open up to you
No connivin’ shit or promises but listen truth is…
When you’re missin’ I admit that you did
Cause me to wanna see where you were hidden this is real n’ I ain’t
Simply trippin’ offa blunt or a spliff
This is – me achievin’ what my father once did
Which was – to find a woman wit some problems n’ then
Attempt to fix her unaware of the fact that within her
She holds the universe
And every planet too lips grippin’ words kissin’ with the strength of Jupiter was usin’ her until I realized that on this useless Earth
Where my fear lies is in the space where companionship is not laid
I stare with peeled eyes at the stars
I find your figure in the darkness a constellation been contemplatin’ bout makin’ offense
Makin’ moves makin’ plans makin’ charges attack with
The vision of a wicked artist or blacksmith hammer-holdin’ wit the strength of Odin I smash it
Down crashin’ the force potent relax then swing again effort maxed heartbeat erratic but
I keep on swingin’ to break the rust
The rust upon my soul I been breakin’ it up
Breakin’ down feelin’ old barely keepin’ up
But you gimme soul n’ you gimme trust
Givin’ me faith in life and I and faith in us the most modest goddess I have ever had the pleasure to meet
You’ve been bettering me
Break:
The goddess of…modesty
My goddess I hold you in high esteem
No problems just vibin’ not high but I’m risin’ to connect with you where da heavens meet oh yes I am risin’ to meet you
This is me: tryna get up on your level
Used to take joy in bein’ the rebel
But just take a look at me now I’m right here tryin’ settle down ~
(4X)
Watch me work love
I said love watch me work ~
Watch me work love
I said love watch me work
Verse 2:
What am I ike 19? Just turned 20
Been tryin’ do the right things I mess up plenty
But treat you with the kinda care to be sparkin’ the confidence you didn’t have as if you had just turned pretty
But you’ve BEEN beautiful
I’ve been tryin’ convince you to know and realize that this is truly so
Bred as an unruly soul but you have given me the peace to put belief in the concept of you n’ me
You and I and our intimate roles
As the days pass I’m feelin’ the sentiment grow protectin’ you from our foes addressin’ deities with insolent tones
But I do it cuz I love to fuh you
I do it cuz your modesty doesn’t mirror your youth
I do it cuz maturity and something so demure I see resides within this being I think that you’re the one
The most modest goddess I’ll be priest let me preach
~RICKYSPANISH~
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Verse 1:
4’11” n’ a half
I don’t know her weight though, I ain’t neva thought to ask
Big breasts small ass
Insecure bout both but it neva really shows when we’re layin’ together
Ain’t dat da coolest shit?
She’s perfect fuh me n’ you don’t know how true that is
Love it how she let’s go when she’s near me
I like to let her know that miracles do exist
They’re what I see in you
I don’t believe in God but I pray fuh the day that married is me n’ you
N’ it’s not because I’m followin’ the crowds
It’s just cuz I wanna see you smile
The only time that you’ll eva see me cry is when your eyes are on me n’ I see you walkin’ down that aisle I’m just sayin’ baby
You get a yes to forever I ain’t sayin’ maybe you’re the one I want in my days when I’m agin’
You’re the one I want to stay when - every aspect of life seems like a cave bout to cave in
From back then to my day’s end
I want a place in your heart I’ll do more than just pay rent
What’s the price babe?
My soul? My life? Ay you just name it whenever I’ll pay it then
I wanna guard you protect you from harm too
Sturdy roof ova ya head n’ a picket fence
We ain’t gotta paint it white though
We can paint dat shit whateva you like yo
N’ I ain’t even gon’ pretend that we won’t fight, but I will say your right hook is nice though
Yo, she laugh at me like “you got jokes”
No I got you
N’ das the funniest thing you know?
'Cause I neva woulda believed that you would be here in my arms when I ain’t dreamin’ lucidly
Refrain (1X):
You’re a fantasy a dream girl
Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl
N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl
Type'a shit to make me neva wanna wake up
You’re a fantasy a dream girl
Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl
N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl
So I’ll stay asleep if you’re layin’ with me
Verse 2:
It’s been 2 years and six months January 2nd 2012 when we started datin’
Anniversaries with exes never celebrated but for some reason I see importance in our shared occasion
Now I’m dedicated no more reservations or waitin’ since your elated face awaitin’ me brings proper placement to where my rage is beneath patience you humble me
Yo I ain’t scared to let em’ know who bae is
Before All Else even myself
You’re the yin to my yang your presence evens the scales
You’re the one that made me believe in myself berating those that put me down yo even myself listen
I love the way you write ya E’s and ya L’s
Love the way you roll my weed such a beast wit dem L’s
You’re the cream of da crop
Or the keef of da pot
Eagle eye you decide we don’t even need scales I’m in deep yo
Refrain (1X)
‘Cause you’re dream girl
Type’a chick I only see when I dream, girl
N’ the love I know now is like a dream, girl
So I’ll stay asleep if you’re layin’ with me
~RICKYSPANISH~
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